19 June 2005

Stupid Marketing Communication!

Why must you have so many chapters for me to cover? Do you think it’s a good thing to torture my mind and my soul? You are really making me suffer inside out! BEH TAHAN already!!!

Really feel like chopping, tearing and burning the Book and Notes inside out. Including the lecturer ah!!! Don’t understand what the heck he taught also.

You wait, Marketing Com! I will not let you rest in peace since you put me into this situation! I will definitely SKIN you alive!

I am not going to sleep tonight because I am hunting you down, Marketing Communication!!!!
Don’t you run away from my mind now!! I am going to make you stay in mind till I put you out in my exam tomorrow.

I will send you for justice in tomorrow’s 9am paper!

Arghh!!!!

18 June 2005

Date: 18th June 2005 (Saturday)
Time: 4:50pm
Venue: Common Room next to BGO

Adrian calculating his Financial Accounting 2….together we were studying for Finals….

Trying to understand Advertising strategies….

Can you see my notes?? Creative Strategy? Awwww….

18 June 2005

What is Marketing Communications?

I really don’t know. I have been studying it the whole day. But I guessed I am only reading it blindly. God, help me. I don’t even understand what I am reading. It seems French to me. It’s 4:00am right now. Kevin is already asleep. How I wished he was here to release my tension.

I am still in BGO common room, struggling. Went back twice to my room in between to bathe. Once at 7pm, second time was just now at 3:30am. I planned not to sleep tonight. It’s going to be early dawn in a blink of an eye. My face is getting sourish… is it the correct term? I am stressed. So do Cecilia, Amy and Calvin. We were all headless about reading the 779 pages- textbook.

This is my berserk-looking face while studying at 4am in the common room while listening to my favourite BSB through the laptop. Sigh….

I pray that O God, You will help me to absorb faster as I still have like 12 important chapters more for this subject. I have another 5 chapters for another subject which the exam is also on Monday – 20th June. Please help me. I am suffocating here. Marketing Communication in total has 22 chapters. I can’t be reading all. I have chosen the important 15 chapters to read I guess. Lord, give me strength to stay on, to read and understand what I’m revising. 48 hours left I guess. Let me use the time as wise as I can. Surrendering my exams unto Your hands, Jesus. I trust in You. Amen.

16 June 2005

I am going Berserk…. Hay-wired… Lunatic… Crazy!!!

I just felt so hopeless at this moment. The whole darn afternoon I was just looking into this ONE chapter of Human Resource Development only. I felt such a waste of time. But I can’t help it. My brains can’t function. My cells just can’t recall and absorb the things I want to study. I am facing this white sheet of paper, thinking what to jot down as notes. But… my brains just can’t function. Really cannot.

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Migraine has attacked on and off since last night. I haven’t really been studying the whole day. What have I done today’s morning? Oh well, was just looking and browsing through….Marketing Communications. Oh God, desperately need God’s help at the moment. I can’t help it. Migraine has made my head banging literally… Yeah… it’s like something hammering me.

OH NO!!!

I can’t believe the stress is really biting me up. I can feel the pain inside out. God, please stand by me. Need you to guide me. Can’t do this alone. Need your guidance.

Please pray for me, my dear friends. My migraine is attacking me non stop.