19 April 2005
It’s 2 more days before my check up…freaking out a bit….
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http://www.inletmedical.org/html/endometriosis_causes.htm
http://www.inletmedical.org/html/endometriosis_treatments.htm
18 April 2005
My journey continues even though life seems to be full of obstacles. Well, this is life. Yes, life is full of ups and downs just like a roller coaster. But one thing we should always know is our Lord God is up there in heaven looking after us.
We’re just a prayer away from Him. All we gotta do is Pray. I was touched by the sermon in Agape Gospel Assembly preached by Rev Benjamin Yeoh yesterday.
It was about Prayer Works. Prayer. Yes, Prayer has always been a constant lifestyle for all most of us here. I believe in prayer. 1 Thessalonians 5:17 mentioned that we should pray unceasingly. Jeremiah 33:3 came into my mind when I thought of prayer.
God said….call unto Him, and He will answer you…. emmmmm….. therefore why are we still wondering if God will hear our prayer….. the works of God are plain…..to those who are aware..and I believe our faith should assist us and help us to realise that God hears every prayer that we pray..
13 April 2005
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BREAKING ALL THE RULES
In order to give my self more appetite to eat, to stay healthy, I followed Mr. Victor [Senior Lecturer] to KLIA with Amy and Shameema to eat Burger King for lunch. After 4 weeks of continuous 1-meal a day, I finally took LUNCH. Breaking my basic rules of being in Nilai. Furthermore, I was having steamboat for dinner just now with my Nilai Family again.
Sitting round the table with two cookers and 7 of us playing the super trio number game while swallowing the various types of balls down our throats. Poor “Maria” …aka…Tian Sing… had to be punished 3 times. Jennifer also kena at least twice. Lucky me…once only. David is so lucky coz he didnt get it. Mummy Janice and Daddy Arthur and Isaac SooSoo also got twice punishment. Oh dear, Jennifer seems to laugh non stop each time she had meals with us. Laughing gas too much!!!
Snapped many pictures just like the last night when Jennifer bought an ice cream cake and 8 of us had to eat the whole cake before dinner time. Took family portrait again this time. Haha..later I get the pictures from David and I shall upload it here for you all to see.
Seems like I am having lots of fun here. Well, this is the only way…Yes, the One and Only way to make me forget about my Endometriosis. I don’t want to think about it. The more i think, the more it sounds scary to me. Coz I have been crying to sleep every night and I even had weird dreams after that.
I want to stand firm. I want to believe in God. I know He is the Lord of Healer, He will not forsake me. He will not……………………………………………………………………………………………..
12 April 2005
P.I.G. not B.I.G… it’s pig…me… the pig…Grace..yes it’s me the Notorious Pig.
I am grateful to have a clutch of friends here supporting me in prayer and giving me good encouragement. YvonneLoke, KayJin, YewFung, Kim, Karen, Kevin Tan, CF Committee, Jacklyn, David, Isaac, Joanne, Wai Kuan and some even I dunno who have visited my blog….Thank you so much for your encouragement. Thank you for your both prayer and moral support as I needed it so much in my life.
Man, I am so tired now because I had classes and work and had dance class just now. To keep me away from thinking about my Endometriosis. But I will stand strong on my feet to fight it even though I know I will end up in tears at night. Haihh…talking about it.. I cried to sleep last night. It wasn’t a good thing but my eyes were really puffy this morning.
So long for now as I am going to spend time with my Nilai Family …my daddy Arthur, my jai jai David, my “husband” Isaac, my granddaughter Jennifer, and etc etc etc…. I don’t want to keep thinking about my disease or sickness , watever u call it.. I am going to be with them right now.
